Many times I've looked back over the past few weeks, and I feel bits of resentment and... minor disgust at my inability to remain productive. Fuck this.
I have some friends helping me do a major overhaul on cleaning the house. Shit is getting thrown out or donated to Goodwill. I will start eating better. I will start doing the shit I've been avoiding, like the piano lessons and writing again. This will be the start of a better me. Because fuck all if I keep languishing in mediocrity.
Take care and be safe, and here's to progress.